Risky Business

For those that know me, you know that I have never been much of a risk taker and don’t tend to waver from what feels comfortable. I think it is because of the many unknowns and being afraid in general that the outcome might not be what I could hope for it to be, but I also think it takes experiencing certain risky situations to truly feel alive and free. Of course there are some things that you still can’t pay me to do, but for the most part I am more open to trying new things than I once was.

A few years ago I took a trip to Mexico with my boyfriend. We decided to book an excursion that included zip-lining, something I’d never done before due to being petrified of heights. I don’t know what it is about ventures such as these but as much as they terrify me, they also ignite a part of me that is dying to dive in head first and try it. So there I was with my wobbly knees and shaky hands, getting harnessed up while plagued with fear but feeling excitement at the same time. I remember looking around and seeing the animated expressions on some of the kid’s faces as they were waiting in line. They didn’t display a shred of fear and were just thrilled to be there. So surely me, someone in their late 20s, would be able to handle zip-lining, right?? The great thing about where we went was that the elevation would gradually get higher each time and started off at a pretty decent height at only 8 meters above ground, which I greatly appreciated – baby steps please! Being able to experience the incredible view of the Mexican Caribbean didn’t hurt either, sadly we weren’t able to bring our cameras so there are no pictures to share, but take my word for it! By the time we reached the highest point at 45 meters, I felt pretty confident and conquered my fear of heights – even if it was just temporary 😉 but hey, Rome wasn’t built in a day! I will probably encounter another situation like this at some point in my life but I’m ready for it, and will remind myself of this day if those feelings arise again.

I’m so glad that I didn’t let my uneasiness stop me from doing something that I later learned would turn out to be an incredible experience. Some of my best memories are as a result of stepping out of my comfort zone. I still have quite a few things I’d like to check off the ol’ bucket list but I’ll get there. In the meantime I will be challenging myself to explore the adventurous side of me because I like it, and we’re all capable of doing great things so the question is, why the hell not? 😀

-Amy

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Cycling in Playa Del Carmen

 

Positive Vibes Attract Your Tribe

Sometimes I have to slow down, take a breather and have some time to myself and that time is now – self-care is so needed every once in a while! I haven’t written in quite some time and it is simply because life has been a bit busier these days. In the past little while things have been looking up…way up! The pieces to my puzzle are seemingly coming together and I’m truly in a good place, a place I didn’t anticipate being in just yet, and for that I am so happy and grateful for life’s recent events.

I feel very fortunate to have such supportive people in my life. It isn’t always the case for everyone though. Something I’ve learned a time or two before, is when you are in a good place and you’re truly happy, certain people aren’t always genuinely happy for you. Misery loves company perhaps? Something that I try to take away from situations like this is that it’s merely a reflection of their own insecurities and certainly has nothing to do with you. You just have to be sure to keep those close to you who value your happiness and root for you every step of the way. They’re the ones that deserve your time and energy. People will always talk, people will always have opinions and advice on how you should live, but you don’t have to listen, and you absolutely don’t have to let it affect your life. Maybe it’s the INFJ in me, but people’s opinions have affected me to some degree throughout my life. It is an extremely freeing feeling though, to no longer care and it is something I’ve been consciously doing.

My mom is quite the wordsmith and we both laugh our heads off at some of the things she can come up with on the fly, but she said something to me tonight that I wanted to share: “It’s funny how you can be in a terrible storm but all of a sudden the fog lifts, and in front of you there is a beautiful oasis and it’s just a wonderful sight” – true that mom 😉 and she is so right..I always remained hopeful that my experiences would all line up and make sense to me one day, that there was a reason for the occasional storm and I needed to embrace it because eventually the light would come through again. Well it did, it has been and continues to. Hope you all have a wonderful week 🙂

-Amy

PS here’s a lovely song I’ve had on repeat for days – seriously amazing ❤